
Investing in loss, or learning
how to lose,
are statements which primarily mean not using force against force.
When energy comes to your body, do not resist.
This is called 'small loss, small gain; big loss, big gain'.
(T T Liang)
Survival
The 'will to fight' has got nothing to do with willpower, winning,
aggression or even
fighting.
It is about endurance.
If you want to survive an attack, you cannot stop when you become tired.
You must have the courage to see it through.
Nitobe wrote: To bear that which you cannot bear is
really to bear.
Will to fight
So who are you fighting? What is the relevance of the expression?
Tao and zen martial arts work on the precept that the student is striking at
themselves.
You must purge yourself of weakness and ego.
This is the fight they speak of.
Your inner conflict must be removed, so that you can move without fear, doubt,
aggression or thought.
When you remain even tempered in the midst of chaos, you have found emotional
composure and balance.
Losing
In order to use tai chi successfully in self defence, you must let-go. You must
lose.
This probably sounds paradoxical.
Fighting requires
resistance and resistance costs
energy. Force against
force is not tai chi.
You must
yield.
It may not sound 'cool' or suit your idea of combat but this is how tai chi is
used.
This is where your battle lies.
Progress in tai chi involves letting-go of your ideas, thoughts and wishes.
Letting-go of your physical tension.
Releasing your need to fight, to pit yourself against another, to beat them.
Losing all of that.
Floor exercise
Despite an attitude of yielding, you cannot quit until you have
escaped the conflict safely.
Grappling on the floor is good for developing the necessary endurance.
You are put into a situation where strength is not enough.
Stripped of all your weapons, you must use your whole body in cunning and
creative ways.
Only by losing - yet continuing - can you gain a sense of what is
required.
Your former standards of stamina will become meaningless.
This is why we offer the beginners challenges.
Practical value
The will to fight is really about cultivating an attitude. When you
can 'invest in loss', hardship no longer upsets you.
You simply get on with the task. Ego becomes irrelevant.
You act without
complaint, doing what is necessary simply because it needs to be done.
This is the heart of kung fu.
Tai chi is not about forcing; you should never seek to impose your will upon
others.
Situations may occur where you have no choice but to be there and act.
Whether you want to or not.
The will to fight is about having the grit to survive, to endure it...
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